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LeDanista
27 September 2007 @ 07:26 am
life and love.  
 Ah, the things in this life are so confusing. Nothing makes sense, and when you finally think that you've found the meaning to life, the rug is pulled from right under your feet, and life gives you a run for your money, and basically changes its whole definition. God, I wish that things were simpler. I mean, I'm definitely not complaining, because what exactly would I be complaining about? Its just that, everything is so damned confusing. Ugh, especially love. This boy... oh dear Lord help me... because this boy has stolen my heart. Although I'm not sure I want it back. But.. ahh, I wish things weren't so complicated. Hah, I wish that things were simpler, but of course, like everything else, it has to be complicated. I know its really unrealistic, and people say How could you possibly fall for a guy over the internet?! but, if you people only knew him.. if you knew what he was like.. and what he means to me. That's the thing that I fucking hate about this roleplaying shit... and also the same thing that makes me love it. You make REAL friendships, and sometimes, you even fall in love. But it makes it even that much harder when you try to leave. Ah, well I have to go... but I'll be editing and finishing this later. I just wanted to say that first.

Love Always,

Daniley Armani
 
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LeDanista
31 January 1999 @ 01:13 pm
Judgements, Trust, ect.  
Do you ever look at yourself, and wonder what other people see when they look at you? What their judgements are.. and don't say that not everyone judges everyone, because nearly everyone does. You have to admit. We all make our little judgements about one another, whether we communicate our judgements or not, we all make them But really, I wish I could see into everyones thoughts, and find out exactly what people think of me. People could say what they think of you, but how are you to know if that is really what they think? How are you to really know... unless you are that person? Or unless you can actually read thoughts, which I don't think is humanly possible. But honestly, I really do wish that I knew what some of you think of me. Not that it would really make a difference, I'd just be curious to what some of you really think. I wouldn't say that I'm self-conscious, because those of you who really know me, know better than to think that I am, I would just really like to know, because you don't really know how people see you. I mean, people can tell you one thing, and actually think another. Maybe its just me and my damned trust issues, but honestly, I wish I knew.
 
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LeDanista
30 January 1999 @ 09:19 pm
Friends.  
Friends.. you think you know someone, until you listen to what they say about you when your not around... or at least when they think your not around. People come in and out of my life, and I'm really starting to wonder who my real friends are. I don't want friends who try and backstab me, or people who become friends with me under false pretenses. I want real friends, friends who love me for me, and don't use me to get what they want, and then drop me the next second. I need a circle of friends, who I know I can trust, people who have my back, and in return, I'll have theirs. I want people who won't betray my trust, and then try and get it back, just to end up betraying it again and again. I want friends that I can tell things to, especially my secrets, and know that they won't go off and tell everyone else in the whole fucking world. What I really want is true friends.
 
 
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